Wednesday, 14 January 2009
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Nothing good ever happens after 2am...
It's been a while since I've felt like this. This whole "helpless" feeling that is growing inside me. This is when all my insecurities and paranoia take over my brain and make me second guess myself. It leads me to make all the wrong decisions (or so it may seem at the time). I need to stop. I need to step back. I need to close my eyes and breathe. This is not something time can fix. This is something you must learn how to control. Get it together man. No matter what everything will always be fine. There's a happily ever after in all of this. There has to be...
I wish you would get out of my head, if I didn't enjoy it so damn much. =)
Thursday, 01 January 2009
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Happy New Year!!
So since this is a new year, one of my resolutions is to document my life more. I spent this morning searching for another blog site to start a new blog on since I for one do not believe in carrying over last years activities into the new year, but seeing how I do love the Xanga community the most, as well as the fact that they sucker me into buying premium and then me forgetting to take off the automatic renewal, I should pick Xanga above them all.
Last night was New Year's Eve and a few friends and I went to a party out in the city (as we do every year). We arrived earlier than most people so the venue was not crowded at all. I went to a bar that was off to the side since I think that bartenders there are more attentive than the ones that get hammered at the main bar. The drink of the night was Absolut Ruby Red & Sprite.
I approached the empty bar and ordered my first drink with a friend. The best is the "I'll have whatever you're having". So small talk with the bartender and ordered 2x Absolut Ruby Red & Sprite. He makes them - $20. Threw in a $3 tip.
10 Minutes later I run into another friend and went back to the bar. I get the Absolut Ruby Red - he gets the Sapphire Tonic. We get our drinks - another $3 tip. His tonic tasted funny, we spent 10 minutes with him to discuss the bad tonic and in the end he remade it for my friend.
10 Minutes later another 2 ARR&S and this time a $5 tip.
15 minutes later I go back to him and said "two more please" and he looks at me as if this was the first time he's seen me. Granted yes - he is a bartender and must have served about 50 people in between each visit, but it's his job to know who to remember. So he asks me what drink that might be and I said "Really? This is my 4th time ordering the same drink and you don't remember?" in a half playful half serious tone. I tell him and he says "ah yes thats right". He makes it and I walk away - NO TIP.
30 minutes later I return and he greets me "Hey - two more?". Bingo - now we're on the same page.
Why is it that when good things happen to people, that they tend to accept it like it's the norm, and they only change/react to things when it's not good? Perhaps I should start treating people poorly in order to make a lasting impression - or maybe, just maybe - people should appreciate the good that happens to them every now and then so I don't have to be the bad guy!
That's all for now - hope your New Year will be productive and exciting!!
Sunday, 28 December 2008
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Looking back - Looking forward - 2008 / 2009
You can only live life forward and understand it backwards...
This year ...
I turned 30.
I fell in love.
I had my heart broken.
I learned there is such a thing as loving too much too fast.
I realized women are not as complicated as I thought they were.
I betrayed a friend.
I've learned to let go of people who will never see you for who you are or cant forgive the things you've done.
I realized that I don't have to agree with other people, but I should try to understand their point of view.
I had an old friend almost pass away.
I had a family friend pass away.
I made goals and reached them.
I gave up partying and later on renewed my love for dancing in clubs.
I gave karaoke a chance as realized I liked it.
I have found a pen pal and have consistently written to her.
I started to consistently go to the gym.
I volunteered for the first time on New York Cares Day and met some wonderful people.
I became an employee of Dave and Buster's and love it.
I went to Chicago, Milwaukee, Washington DC and Las Vegas.
I saw Kanye West, Tom Cruise, Angelina Jolie, Harrison Ford, Shia LeBeuf, Ivana Trump, Matthew Brodderick, Samuel L. Jackson, Scarlett Johansen, Kal Penn, Neil Patrick Thomas, Brendan Fraiser, Johnny Depp, Zachery Quinto, Paul Rudd, John Starks, Miss Universe 2008 and Despereaux.
I worked the Jones Beach Concert Series - Sting / Police, Maroon 5, Counting Crowes, Jonas Brothers.
I attended Hot 97 Summer Jam.
I attended BET's Rip The Runway.
I worked with/watched Broadway and Off-Broadway Shows - Young Frankenstein, 13, Mindgame, Rock of Ages, The 39 Steps, Spamalot, Avenue Q, Rent, Breakout, Jump, Nightmare:Bad Dreams Do Come True.
I had a booth at the New York Comic Con.
I rode on the NYC sightseeing bus four times.
I went to the Top of The Rock twice.
I took a water cruise around Manhattan.
I went to the Statue of Liberty.
I realized that I really do love New York.
I fell in love with the beach.
I became a member of the Brooklyn Museum.
I went to Brooklyn Museum, Brooklyn Botanical Garden, Metropolitan Museum of Art and American Museum of Natural History.
I worked at all the zoos in NYC - Prospect Park Zoo, Central Park Zoo, Queens Zoo, Bronx Zoo and the New York Aquarium.
I waited in line for 8 hours for the iPhone.
I learned the phrase "if money is the problem, then there is no problem" and applied it to my life.
I have realized that money isn't the currency of the world... free time is.
I bought a new Television.
I bought a new bed.
I am overall really pleased as how this year is ending.
Next Year
I will launch my website.
I will be more punctual.
I will make more plans with less people.
I will be a business mentor to someone.
I will go back to China.
I will reevaluate all my friendships and relationships.
I will work smarter AND harder.
I will take more risks in hope for more rewards.
I will begin to document my life.
I will laugh more and cry less.
I will love more and anger less.
I will be more understanding.
I will appreciate people who appreciate me.
I will disregard people who disregard me.
I will help those who seek it.
I will sleep at a reasonable time and wake up at a reasonable time.
I will be less of a pack rat and think new purchases through.
I will talk less and listen more.
I will take more photos.
I will start, execute and (hopefully succeed) a brand new company.
I will take a class.
I will change someone's life.
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